So im bored as fuck, i knew it was a bad decision to not go to college this year.The thing is i want to go, i want to feel like im doing something right in my life for a change.I miss history classes and science courses.I know i want to major in History, but what good is it knowing that when you arent even enrolled in college and have like a slim as fuck chance of scoring high enough on your act's? Well actually act's dont worry me, ive always been good at test like that, its sorta weird how good iam at those test.On my EOI's i scored above average on all of them but Math.Yeah creepy i know.I guess to goes to prove what ive always said, im not stupid i just didnt do homework.I know im not stupid, in fact i think i know a lot more than anyone in my position.The thing is, im just scared to fail and i think thats why ive put it off this long.Im scared to fail cause thats all i ever did in highschool, except history and spanish.I just need to have a little more faith in myself.Okay im going to clean now.

Shes so hot, you got to love her.

So i went to the doctor the other day to find out why i had been losing so much weight even though ive been eating like 5-6 times a day.Well they took my blood, so much that i almost passed out.Two days later my sister shows up at work and is like you have to leave the doctor called and we have to go up there right now.Im like oh god, somethings really wrong with me, cause they never call me back in.So we get there and the doc says you have chronic mono.What the hell? Yeah theres only one strain of mono but everyones body reacts different.Most people get extremely sick for about a month.Well my body reacted different.Im only half sick and ill have it for about 8 months.Heres the killer, he says i cant work more than 20 hours a week or play soccer for 4-6 months.No soccer for that long, yeah right buddy.Also i needed to get a second job so i can continue paying rent and be able to pay for all my food and etc...How do i feel right now? I feel extremely exhausted all the time, light headed, ache, slow, and i feel really stupid cause things arent processing through my head very well.Okay thats the end of my sob story.-TJ

So my girlfriend came into town this weekend to see me.I love being with her so much, she always makes me happy.Anyways i think it is obvious to those around me that she has me whipped, but i really dont care cause she makes me happy. On to soccer, i played in two games this weekend and the second one i played in a got nailed in the stomach with the ball and it knocked the air out of me and bruised my ribs, and to top it all off this fat ass bitch body checked me into the wall and now my hand is fucked.i cant really move it, i think i damaged the tendin or fractured it, who knows i have to go to the doc to find out.Well thats my weekend for you, bitter sweet.

I just want to state for the record that all you people who are friends with thad are crazy, but i love you anyways.I think you guys did a great job on the site and iam officially switching over to onesite now and not logging on to myspace regularly.Nice work boys, you kick ass.